- sometimes I don't want to

 

- sometimes I don't want to

 

sometimes I don't want to

sometimes I don't want to go into the light

sometimes I comfort myself and tell myself that it is okay

when I just help everybody else

and I hide me

 

I know

if I go into the light myself

I do not have control

this is scary

but in the light, there is no need to be in control

 

I know

wisdom, love, light is very different than the primal

 

often

I would rather just stay in the dark

and hide

 

I know

it is okay

when I don't want to

I don't

and when I am ready

it is still up to me

to choose

 

and I know

going into the higher vibrations of wisdom, love, and light

is not about forgetting the hurt

it is not about forgetting the fear

it is not about getting control over it

 

it is opening up to I Am

and choosing the higher vibrational reality

in the middle of it all

 

so yes

when I am ready

I choose

I choose I Am frequency

in the middle of it all 

 
and when I am ready

I own my I Am

in the now

and I accept

all is well

even when

a lot of times

I just don't want to

 

 

          - Joe Hurley

     (Joseph Brian Hurley)

 

... from The Arc of Being Teachings™

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