It has been a long time holding up my guard.
It has been a long time refusing to play.
It has been a long time holding back my tears.
Dropping my sword is not that hard.
But opening my heart, this brings up my fears.
I feel so exhausted.
The sword has been heavy.
I feel so exhausted.
It has been so long.
I feel so exhausted - too exhausted to love.
How do I start again?
What will I do?
The time is different now.
There is a new way unfolding.
My transition takes time.
I want to rest.
I let down my sword.
I choose to open.
But I feel so exhausted, too exhausted to love.
The feelings are heavy.
I choose to let them in.
I can feel myself sinking.
Am I able to swim?
It is okay. I choose
to acknowledge.
I accept all rhythms.
I accept myself fully.
I accept my exhaustion.
I have compassion and grace.
I honor divine timing.
I have patience. I can wait.
I honor the process.
I accept my light.
I honor the process.
I embrace my flow.
It won’t be long now.
I am healing.
It won't be long now. This I know.
It won't be long now. This I know.
- Joe Hurley
An excerpt from my book, "Poems of Light."
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