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Friday, August 29, 2008
Too Exhausted To Love
It has been a long time holding up my sword.
It has been a long time holding up my guard.
It has been a long time refusing to play.
It has been a long time holding back my tears.
Dropping my sword is not that hard.
But opening my heart, this brings up my fears.
I feel so exhausted.The sword has been heavy.
I feel so exhausted.It has been so long.
I feel so exhausted - too exhausted to love.
How do I start again?What will I do?
The time is different now.There is a new way unfolding.
My transition takes time.I want to rest.
I let down my sword.I choose to open.
But I feel so exhausted, too exhausted to love.
The feelings are heavy.I choose to let them in.
I can feel myself sinking.Am I able to swim?
It is okay.I choose
I accept all rhythms.I accept myself fully.
I accept my exhaustion.I have compassion and grace.
I honor divine timing.I have patience.I can wait.
I honor the process.I accept my light.
I honor the process.I embrace my flow.
It won’t be long now.I am healing.
It won't be long now. This I know.